When I typed in the words to the title of this post I felt like I was almost typing in a contradiction or almost that I was being blasphemous....the old conservative school days in me I suppose. I know that I am not supposed to worry about tomorrow....at the same time....my money in the end isn't my money it is God's money. HIs money that he has most definitely blessed me with. If it is ultimately God's money than I should plan and be wise in my spending. So budget away to my heart's desire.
E and I have a big decision to make in the next week...I think we have already decided but we are going to keep praying until the deadline of when we have to give an answer. We want to be absolutely positive that this decision we make is indeed God's will and not our own human ambition.
So as we pray and wait we simply enjoy married life with each other. We have still been cooking...I don't think we will ever stop doing that....we love to cook together...and it is so much healthier than eating out all the time...and a huge money saver. This is probably one of our favorite things to do together :) So we wait...we pray...we cook....and work...don't forget work. We both stay very busy with work. We are a very humdrum couple i know.
I had my egd this morning where the doctor put a scope down my throat and into my stomach to check everything out...TMI I know!!! Sorry. I am so glad I work for a great doctor who was willing to take time out of his busy schedule to do this procedure...also thankful that God placed me in an office with a doctor who specializes in the area that I have been having problems in. Needles don't bother me but this morning I got to experience a lot of medicine into an IV that had blown my vein...no fun...but not super painful. After a second IV got started very quickly ( and a quick reminder from me to the Dr. to be nice to me because I do help him run his clinics )I felt myself drifting off as the anesthesia took control....and then I woke up...and I have been up all day....talking even more than I normally do ALL day....my poor Grandma. She was hoping to get a quiet day out of me since I had had anesthesia earlier...and nope she didn't get that... once I wake up from anesthesia I am awake. Almost like an opposite effect. Oh well. I can't be too normal can I?
As it does near the evening though I am starting to wind down and feel abnormally tired. That just means alot of sleep for me :) I am excited about a Saturday to sleep in ( so naturally I will probably be wide awake by 7, lol)
Oh well enough rambling for now!
Peace!
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